some closure

After many hours of pondering and vainly waiting for a Kitty-shaped cloud to appear in the sky, I have finally given up and made some closure on the matter. I deleted my favorite pet on my to-wait-for list.

Now I'm feeling a little sad, but I know that I've come to my senses, once and for all, that it's not good for the heart to wait. Longing keeps you busy but tires you all at the same time. It's a good thing to let go sometimes. I've attached myself so much on something that is all too good but at this moment close to unattainable.

*sigh

I've found that closure somehow gives me freedom. Now it feels good. Letting go of something that influences me and gives me a great sense of happiness IS sad, but truly good when you understand that change should be welcome and that closing that part is the best thing.

Who knows, maybe when I'm not waiting for it, it'll suddenly appear on the sky that I'm staring at. That'd be lovely. Ü